Saturday, February 6, 2010

Quit.......complicated........

Most people are usually advice not to quit. However, in my case, many people advice me to call it quits. Me, being a non-quitter, of course, would not do that, despite totally not liking the situation I got myself in. But, I do quit, or rather let go, when I have prayed over the situation and found all the signs pointing that way.

For many, I usually seems like a quitter. Hey, I even looked as though I have got nothing to hide since I talk so much. This is where the problem lies. I actually keep things to myself. Lots of them. Seriously in fact, to the point I could not even articulate them out loud. I allow so many things out in the open, nobody knew how complicated internally I am. I made myself vulnerable, alright, but I just still could not understand why people are so evil and mean and like to take advantage of others.

And me, the complicated girl, well, I am trying to make everything as simple as possible. I prefer being a simpleton, really. Which also explains the reason I totally dislike people, male and female alike, who like to create "phenomenons" for themselves. I mean, PLSSSSS........life is already complicated without me making it worse. But then again, for a lot of those people, their lives must have been one heck of a bore......;-)

To quit......complicated...

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