I'm so glad, the final exam for this semester is over. At least, I'll have a breather until next month. Come to think of it, it does felt like the holiday is almost non-existent, especially considering we're all studying and working at the same time. On the other hand, in life, u win some, u lose some. No one can have it all, I guess.
As of now, it felt like I'm almost losing that momentum to go on. I know if I'm ever going to reach my end goal, I have to persist and persevere. Thank God He'd trained me to be this hardy. All the things in life, good or bad happened for a reason, people like to say. Yeah, I believe He had allowed the pain in my life all those years, so that I'll know whom should I really depend on.
While most people blamed God when horrible and traumatic experiences happened (me included), I finally came out from them knowing that He cried when I cried, when I bleed inside and refused to share with anyone at all. He alone knew the anger and hatred buried deep within, and yet see to it that I do not continue to allow this to hinder my journey further. Thus, He helped me to finally confront them, even as I cried and agonised over them, hurting deep down inside, but it's finally over.... AMEN!!!!!!
As of now, I have to move forward with a new vigour, knowing that He'll see me through them all.
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