I hate being at cross-roads. The whole decision-making time really bog me down. Besides, I was never confident with myself. So, I guess this time I'm going to leave it to God again to help me choose, or rather to dictate my journey ahead.
I could never understand the confidence everyone else has in themselves to take up something, while here I am, dying inside even as I try to muster enough courage to take another step. It may be better for me, as sooner or later I'll have to deal with this whole issue of adjusting to a new environment or with a new workload, although at a different phase of my life. If anything, I truly believe God will know best on whether I'm ready for anything else yet, as even in my current mood and mentality, He has always been great in molding me as He knows full-well He's the only one I trusted. (Yup, cause I could not even trust my own self, seriously speaking)
Even as I hope against hope that certain things happen in certain ways, it has always been to let His will be done and not my will be done. And so, as I reach this cross-road of my life, I put my hope in the Lord, my God, and believe, it was His will that I reach this cross-road even as He guide me further, in my career, and ultimately my life.
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