I've been trying very hard to re-focus, especially since after New Year 2009 but to no avail. I guess I'd just have to re-evaluate my priorities, then again, there's still the feeling that I'm almost there.
It's getting more difficult to stay put, but I've just got to do it. After all, I'd fought hard to come this far, I'm just not giving up. Nobody understands, except maybe God Himself. Yeah, I don't look very tough, but deep down, God must have put a different material in me to make me this stubborn and relentless in pursuing that illusive dream.
There are so much setbacks in 2008, and I guess I'm expecting more. That way, I'd be so strong by the time I near that finishing line, that nothing could stop me, except maybe God Himself.
My study, my work, my finances, my social life (wonder if I actually had one - not that I'm very keen anyway)...trials, tribulations and blessings that came intertwining with all these.
It's been such a very long time since the last time I blog here...I thought it's going to have cobwebs :-)
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