See, these days most people do all sorts of religious things that totally scares the hell out of me. Good, so I'll be going to heaven since hell is probably with them. Why else would they want to appear so pious for? By the way, your fellow men do not know your heart but God does. And so, while humans will say this person is so good and so on and so forth, honestly, they are not the one giving judgment during judgment day, that duty belongs to somebody else whom they could not manipulate or lie to, which means their great holy journey may just ends there. Guess, anyone who read this would know by now, I believe in a God, but no, I DO NOT believe that I should manipulate God to give me according to my whims and fancy, and well, religiosity is totally beyond me. I could never understand if the God you believe in is really so great, why must HE follows what you say... just on the pretext that you said you believe in HIM? I'll hangover this subject here....
Next, POLITICS! I admit. I'm a political fence-sitter. I like sitting on the fence because I felt that politicians mostly operate on their own agenda. Thus, there shouldn't be any need for me to really support anyone. Just sit on the fence until someone could come up with something similar to mine. Hey, I might as well follow my own ideology, right? Besides, I prefer to think on my own and make my own decision rather than have someone fed me with silly ideas. So what's with reading on opposition materials, you say? Well, they have a pretty serious blanket on issues in the so-called mainstream media that I need to search somewhere else for a complete picture.
And now, my little life. As of now, I'm still happy with working as a clerk and studying part-time for my management degree. Sometimes, those so-called bigger post seemed to have such a miserable low-life quality, they have my sympathy eventhough money-wise, they earn way higher than me. After all, at the end of your life, it's how much you have live, not how much money you have earned, that really COUNTS!!! I won't be trading my great life for that anytime soon though, when I've earned my degree... we'll see what happens. For some reason, I've always been a believer that something good would always be there for me even when I've been pessimistic. Guess, life must really be better when you dream of good things to do for others instead of churning money for your so-called life... :-)
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